A War Between You And ...
Everyone is obsessed with Me . Get guys. Leave one guy as soon as you find another. Get drunk. Use drugs. Stop using drugs, get drunk again. Make out with his best friend. Leave them both. Find true love. No I don‘t want this. Leave because you are too toxic. Regret it months later and do it on repeat but this time be numb. Lose the ability to feel love. Sart realizing that you are fucked up and you need to start "fixing yourself". But... not yet . Play around a little and then get played... Woah.. that never happened before, huh? Comfort it by finding new guys, break their hearts before they break you. Contact him again. Let him tell you how you hurt him and that you took his ability to love, just so you can start feeling again. Realize you can’t. Correction: You don‘t want to, it doesn't want to. Start hating yourself. Lose yourself, loose your friends, loose your degree. Huh... I guess he did do something with you. But forget it. There is no going back, he hate...