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Brain-Dump/Archive

Melancholy  Sitting in the memories we made.   Realising it’s about to fade. I am looking at your eyes as a tear roles down your cheek. I missed you so much, I haven’t seen you all week. Feeling overwhelmed by your gaze, it haunts me to be in your haze. I listened to our playlist, 'til I took the courage to erase it. We don’t belong together, yet my heart is calling yours. In this desperate storm of life, this house will never be ours. Dark Desire Is this normal?  Who can say what feelings are right and what feelings aren’t? Isn’t it enough that I am feeling them? Being torn by them. Literally burned alive by the sheer thought of them. Sometimes I wish I could look in the future to prevent myself from doing stupid things. I wish I knew what I wanted. But I don’t. Is this what it feels like to be a young adult? I miss you and you and you. I want you back but I want you gone. I want your arms around me, smelling you one last time. I want to be with everyone at the same...